All the flaws.

Like some smart girl told Janelle. " The people in the picture may change but the picture will always stay the same. " - Best believe, This is probably the last picture I will ever have with you.

'Real girl' Lyrics

'I never pretend to be something I'm not.You get what you see, when you see what I've got.We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl. I know exactly where I stand &all I can do is be true to myself. I don't need permission from nobody els 'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl.I know exactly who I am. &Nothing's ever perfect. There's no guarantee, And if I knew the answers it would put my mind at ease. So I'll just keep on going. The way I've gone so far maybe I'll end up tryin' to catch a falling star. But I don't wanna think about what's gonna come around for me. I'll just take it day by day 'Cause it's the only way to be the best that I can be. I never pretend to be something I'm not. You get what you see, when you see what I've got. We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl, I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself. I don't need permission from nobody else 'Cause this is the real world &I'm not a little girl I know exactly who I am. Baby this is who I am. Don't need you to understand 'Cause everything is right where it should be,It wont be long til you know about me'Cause I don't give a fuck. &Even when I'm out of love 'Cause everythings just how it should be, And it wont be long till you know about me. I never pretend to be something I'm not.You get what you see, when you see what I've got. We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl I know exactly where I stand. &All I can do is be true to myself, I don't need permission from nobody else 'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl I know exactly who I am! '

My point of view.

Starting to like him more&more. I aint trying to say his name though, But damn thinking bout him like crazy. &We dont even talk no more. Its like one day your fucken into me and the next its all different. What, Is it cause you have weekday girls? Monday girl, tuesday girl and so fourth? Damn, Dont even know how bad I feel about it, When I talk to you even if were not even talking about anything funny I always crack a damn smile. Fuck, Whatever. I miss Janelle Nguyen<3 Even though I dont get to talk to her much shes still apart of my mind everyday. Only is she was here <3 Dont even know how happy I would be. Its alright, Shes coming back soon<3 And this time ima keep her forever and never let her get back on the damn fucken' plane(= Good plan right? Yea thought so. So how was your day? Mines? I had finals today, Math&Avid. In math I was hella happy cause the problems were hella easy and i knew them all. &Avid, I had to do a 3-5 minutes speach about myself/ My mandala witch is like a circle filled with things you like. Blah blah blah. But yea I was talking alido to fast as people were telling me. But haaay I did it over 3 minutes. Thats good, caaaas' I need a better grade in her class. &Then went home slept for 2 hours and now I am, Here blogging. DONE.

'Beautiful, So damn beautiful.'

@Home, bkas' I got ditched today =( Ass crack. +New pictures on myspace cause I was home and bored.Any whom bestfriend and her boyfriend was over for a while. Nothing much, Its always the same at my house. Always listening to Ashley complain about how my house is so cold.. How outside is even hotter. Its true though! Ha. Finals today went by hella fast until I had to go to P.E. It went by so slow that I had no choice but to ask to go to the bathroom, Took the long way. And the long way back, To kill time. I know right! 2hours of the same shit is so BORRRRING'! Oh well its the last day playing it anyways. - Laladida. ' Do you ever think when your all alone, all that we can be, Where this thing can go. Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush. Do you catch a breath when I look at you. Are you holding back like the way I do. Cause I try and try to walk away. But I know this crush aint' going away.' Foreaaals. All I do now, Is stare at my phone. Dont you ever get that feeling when your phone rings and you get all excited thinking its someone you really wanna talk to but then when you look at your phone its just someone else? Yea, I always get that. Seems like whenever I want something and i think about it to much. It never ends up how I think it would. Like ' Never expect too much outta someone or something caaas' at the end you might be disappointed. ' Oh well. Ima go to Jumba Juice. Reward myself(=!

Kill me :l

Everything is outta' order. I don't know why I feel like this lately! +I just got my phone taken away cause I got caught sneaking out the other night. Wow lets not rewind. Steppin' forward not back. Schools been pretty good, Grades?: Straight B's. SUCCCCCCCCCCKA! Anywho, Valentines is coming up! Plans?: Once again, Another year with Bestfriend&Susan. BUT theres a catch, Me and Susan has to find a date :l Ahh kill me.. Outta words. Kaybye

Goodbye 08' Hello 09'.

Let me start with saying how fast 08' went for me. It was a good year, Although I had my ups and downs. Met so much loving people this year. Learned so much from everyone. But its just a new year, Doesn't mean leaving people you love behind. Doesn't mean erasing ya' memory. Just mean its time to start new, Feel new. Make newer memories. This year I'm positive that I'm going to make happiness happen, No doubt bout' that. I'm maturing so this year I have better goals then I had last year. Growing up year by year just makes everything you think up more levels. So hopefully I'm going to meet more kind people, Ones that i can cherish my moments with. Someone thats gonna stick it through rough times. Those people.

*This year I'm heading that Straight A's on everything.
*Kinder to parents and everyone around me.
*Independent, Damn right.
*Church every Friday cause God is a must.
*More time with Best friend.
*No more tears this year.
*No more Mc Donald's.
*STICK WITH SOMEONE, NO MORE HEADING IN THE NEGATIVE.
*Positive not negative.
*No more cussing.



Sucks cause' now I have to get used to writing 09' on my school papers! Ahh, Thats gonna suck for me.

I dont need to be replace, Bitch.

You're everything I thought you never were and nothing like I thought you could have been, But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that? You're the only one I wish I could forget. The only one I love to not forgive, And though you break my heart, you're the only one And though there are times when I hate you 'Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face. And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say I know I'll be there at the end of the day. And you always say you got the most respect for me But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me.And still,you're in my heart But you're the only one And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain 'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say that I will be there at the end of the day.

-No broken hearted girl MP3.

Life will Turn around.

'7Days without god, Makes one weak'.

Falling out!

Sometimes you dont know what you got, Till you loose what you got. I love my bestfriend<3 Even though she doesnt love me :( Haha, Its okay! Your gonna learn to love me right best?<3 My week isnt starting off so good, Hopefully its gonna end with chilling with the girls and boys<3 I miss Janelle oh so much already :'l AHHHHHH! Im Sick :l Coughed myself to sleep last night.. Ohwells. Im passing! Thats making me happy, otherwise everythings torn apart, Whats a girl to do when she stands here not knowing what to do? Ehh, Nothingright? Yea, Playas 'Change' But the game remains the same.


From the bestfriend! "I think this is where you stand, Listen to the lyrics."

MAINSONMINES<3

JANELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLE!

Baby is back(=Whoot whoot, Damn that girl! Everyone was there!<3 Lala love the mains,Onmines. Saw Twilight with my bestfriend. I think that was like the best movie ever!

What a night,Last night.